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preferred to be called: qI
years of existence: Officially 23
preoccupied with: running, rowing, slacking, stoning, the internet, cafes , star-gazing

*loves:
the sea
sea breeze
stars
teh
kaya toast
adidas
mocha
nike sports bras

*DREAMS:
GTO Wanna-Be
Boat shed by the Reservoir
Sunrise by the Beach
Driver in shades

PDA phone
Travel
Adidas shades
Tees and shorts for teaching
Notebook- A gold coloured one?
iPOD Nano 4GB
driving licence
Fossil Gold Wallet
backpack
track pants

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Darn..Im gonna become a bitch who keeps complaining bout how sucky my life is. Nv thot I'll be kao=peh-ing so much. But oh well..Just let me vent all my shit here.

Just got the letter to repay my PC loan. Serves me right for smashing my Fujitsu. So now I have to pay $200 every month for 10 months to repay my loan. I dun exactly noe how does Giro works. My eyes are too tired to read all the instructions on the letter, hsall leave it to tmr.

And next the Shandong Race. It's gonna be from 25 sep- 29 Sep, smacked in the middle of the week. With my current job, i shld think there's no problem in applying leave. Im doing miscellaneous stuffs anyway. Haa. But if ..and if, Sunrise decides to employ me, how am I gonna tk leave? Oh well, been waiting for their reply for quite long anyway, Im a lil disheartened already. And Im dying from sitting in the office. The thot of resignation did come across my mind. But after talking to ber just now, I guess she makes sense. If I quit, I'll definitely breathe better. But eventually, I'll still be worrying bout getting another job. So her advice to me is still to get a new job before tendering. It makes sense. I have no idea how long can I hang on in my current job. It's not my idea o job satisfaction and dun talk bout the pay..it's even worse. Robin suggested me going for an events job. Haa den I'll have no life and no time. Dun tink Im dat piah yet thou. haha.

Im left hanging...
Please met me sleep well tonight. Can I stop bitching bout how confused my life is..arrghh..shut up!

12:03 AM
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Knocked off even before 6pm today. Felt super sian and lost when I got my pay just now. I only have $1087 to survive on for this month. And ok, my boss gave me an extra $100 for bonus. I tink he realise dat my pay's like shit too. For the OT time I put in, oh come on.It feels really sucky. Im beginning to feel less piah, lack of motivation.

My third interview @ Sunrise wasnt exactly very impressive and moreover I told them I cldnt start work immediately. So maybe I dun really stand dat much of a chance. Been waiting for their call this whole day.. but oh well..to no avail.

Just got my hp bill. $145 for 2 months but means Im left with nt much for the rest of the month. I hope Im not sounding too pathetic..

Im just a lil lost and dunno wat Im doing and where Im heading. I cant see light.

I've been just snacking and eating..Not too good a sign. haa. Oh come on..where's the light..

9:02 PM
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Yeah I just sign up for the year's greatest event! oops haa. Think datz over-exaggerated haha But anywae, it's just something dat I have been wanting to do since I was YR 1 in Uni hah. Just dat I nv really get to realise it. Hoepfully this year nothing cock up and I can carry out my wish to do a marathon. I guess it's a big leap, in the sense dat I havent really done half marathon and Im putting myself in for a FUll marathon. But oh well, I guess it's not too late to start trg. I'll start with 5km, den 10km, 15km, 20km, 25km...and finally 42km! haha. Lemme see..and I've got bout 3 months to train! Haa. hmmm...Think I shall use the adidas finisher singlet as my motivation. Oh and I get a 20% discount @ adidas when I sign up too! =)

9:11 AM
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Boss just hired 2 new guys yesterday but my office is too small to furnish them with seats at this moment. Wondering if I shld ask boss to convert me to a part timer. Seriously speaking, I dun need the office equipments to do my stuffs. And I dun haf to come in full time also. And of cos, the revenue generating ppl like the guys he just hired will be more impt den me! Oh sighh..

I feel like drinking..the drown-your-sorrows syndrome. haha. I guess once in a while shld be healthy.

8:39 AM
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Thanks neighbour for the counselling session haha. You're on your way to becoming a great social worker! haha

Today I paid $37 to get an MC sigh just to go for my interview but damn, I super screw it up. Keeping my fingers crossed.

Still feeling tired from yesterday's Round Ubin. Been sweeping left for 1/3 of the journey. I tink my left arm is really now bigger den the right one! Im quite glad dat Hock and I survived the race! Haa. Wonder when will be my next race but till then, i took the race as a closure to my canoeing career with NTU. Im getting old~ haha

10:55 PM
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My interview went pretty well today and i've got a feeling that the interviewer quite like me haa. So Im being being the chance for a second interview with the Managing Director next Monday. Which means I have to take another day of leave. I mean I do feel bad dat Im telling my boss dat Im nt feeling well. But in fact I went for the interview. Oh sigh. I think he's been pretty nice and all, asking for feedback on how I am coping. But seriously, Im just going in everyday to see what he has for me.

Hopefully I pass the MD round. Den I have to start worrying liao. Guess I have to go tk MC on Monday. Sighh..Think it's too obvious already.

9:06 PM
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Quite glad that it's finally Friday. Just vacuumed my company's floor cos I realised dat it's really too dirty liao. Was doing the excel sheets again last night but my eyes got a lil painful, so I decided to just go sleep...And got up at 5am again to do. But I slept again at 6plus before I woke up to get to work.

Sighh..I really cant complete those excel sheets. Hm probably I need another 1 week to do it, if Im alone doing it. Im too slow in this kind of thing.

Anywae my interview @ Nike has been poseponed till I dunno when. Sighh cos the interviewer will be traveling next week. Damn. Most probably they will forget bout me eventually. But I've got another interview tommorrow @ Sunrise & Co. They deal with brands like Yonex, Mikasa. And they dun haf a website which means I wont be able to gather their company info. So hmm..maybe I shld tk some time to walk ard the sports shops today after work but Im wondering what time will I end work today. Damn. Actually tmr's a working Saturday, so means I have to fake leave. haa =)

Alright gonna go back to work to do my many many admin duties.

8:47 AM
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Right. I am still slogging away doing sai gang (shit work) Was in the office till 10pm and now im back for Part 2. It's 6 spreadsheets with 2000 over keywords each. And all I do is cut and paste the words etc. Dont seem to be able to complete them thou. It's either Im too slow or it's just too much for me.

And I received a call from Nike to go for an interview next week, Monday. Actually the lady ask me to go down tmr but I told her it was too rushed for me. So she gave me a 1030am slot next Monday.The job i applied for seems like a sai gang job but wonder wat is the pay like..And it's in fact a contract position so there again, there're still uncertainties. I guess I am supposed to be excited bout the offer ad all. But somehow Im feeling he dilemma..Perhaps I shldnt think too much or too far yet. Just go for the interview and see how I supposed

12:06 AM
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